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MOVING

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Hey anyone who still watches me! I'm moving over to aph0tic.deviantart.com/ so you can find me there from now on.
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DAWNGUARD

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WHY DO YOU SUCK
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Me, really.

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AM OR HAVE BEEN:

[x] anorexic

[ ] ednos

[ ] bulimic

[ ] living off diet pills

[x] hungry

[x] thirsty

[ ] drinking something

[ ] Under 100lbs

[x] fasting/starving myself


PEOPLE:

[x] ask if I'm anorexic/bulimic

[x] have called me fat

[ ] have said I'm skinny

[x] have said I'm ugly

[ ] have said I'm pretty

[x] spread rumours about me

[ ] force me to eat

[ ] say I eat too much

[ ] wish I'd eat more

[x] don't know I'm/have been anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I WISH:

[x] I was THIN

[x] I had a better body

[x] I didn't have to eat

[x] I could control myself

[x] I was under 95lbs

[x] I could avoid food

[x] I could hide what I am

[x] I wasn't fat

[x] I was pretty

[x] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:

[ ] feeling hungry

[x] seeing a difference when fasting

[ ] shaking

[ ] feeling airy

[x] losing weight

[ ] being anorexic/bulimic

[ ] green tea

[ ] diet pills

[x] being able to turn down food

[x] feeling good about myself


APPEARANCE:

[x] I am shorter than 5'4

[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes

[x] I have many scars

[x] I wish my hair was a different colour

[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour

[ ] I have a tattoo

[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance

[ ] I have/had braces

[x] I wear glasses

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free

[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger

[ ] I have more than 2 piercings

[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears

[ ] I have freckles

FAMILY:

[x] I've sworn at my parents

[x] I've run away from home

[x] I've been kicked out of the house

[ ] My biological parents aren't together

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old

[ ] I want to have kids someday

[ ] I've had children

[ ] I've lost a child

[ ] I can't have children

RELATIONSHIPS:

[x] I'm single

[ ] I'm in a relationship

[ ] I'm engaged

[ ] I'm married

[ ] I've gone on a blind date

[x] I miss someone right now

[x] I have a fear of abandonment

[ ] I've cheated in a relationship

[ ] I've gotten divorced

[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't

[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did

[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship

SEXUALITY:

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex

[x] I've had a crush on a teacher

[x] I am a cuddler

[ ] I've kissed in the rain

[ ] I've hugged a stranger

[ ] I have kissed a stranger

BAD TIMES:

[x] I've consumed alcohol

[ ] I regularly drink

[ ] can't swallow pills  

[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical (or major) depression

[x] I shut others out when I'm upset

[ ] I have one family member with depression

[ ] I have more than one family member with depression

[] I take anti-depressants, mood stabilizers or anti psychotics

[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS

[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it

[x] I've hurt myself on purpose

[x] I'm addicted to self harm

[x] I've woken up crying

[x] I've lost weight

[ ] I've gained weight

[ ] I'm at my thinnest

[ ] I'm at my biggest

[x] I've lost weight and kept it off

[ ] I've lost weight but gained it back

[x] My weight affects my mood

[ ] I weigh myself daily

[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me

[] I thrive on compliments

[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size

[ ] I feel happy when I'm hungry

[x] I get depressed after I eat

[x] I've skipped a meal

[x] I've thrown food away

[x] I've spit food out

[x] I've fasted

[ ] I've taken diet pills

[ ] I've used laxatives

[ ] I've purged

[x] I exercise

[ ] I exercise so I can eat

[ ] I work out secretly

[ ] I work out daily

[x] I've fainted from exhaustion

I'VE DONE:

[ ] Weed

[ ] Cigarettes

[x] Alcohol

[ ] Diet pills

[x] Pain killers

[ ] Sleeping pills

[ ] Anti-depressants

[ ] Ecstasy

[ ] LSD

[ ] Mushrooms

[ ] Speed

[ ] Cocaine

[ ] Other

HABITS:

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret

[ ] I look at thinspo (or similar)

[ ] I collect thinspo (or similar)

[x] I count calories

[x] I've had negative intake days

[x] I avoid food

[x] I hate food

[x] I love food

[ ] I want to be this way

[x] I don't want to be like this

[x] I wish I could have more control

[x] Being thin is my top priority

[ ] I am in treatment (Trying to.)

[x] I'm doing this for me

[ ] I'm doing this for someone

[x] I'm doing this to prove myself
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1. For each of the 10 first people commenting this journal, I will put their avatar and the 3 deviations I like most from their gallery on the list!

2. If you comment, you have to do the same in your journal, putting the tagger (me)  on the first place. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
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a) Penumbra my White Wolf by YukiChana

b) My Gemstone Collection by YukiChana

c) Mommy and Me~ by YukiChana
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So a String Trio came to my school Friday, I believe it was, and performed. Holy jesus, they were amazing. They're called Time for Three, look them up. Like, now.
Anyway, I got free tickets to see them perform with my local symphony orchestra.
Oh
My
God.
I ended up buying a CD from them and getting it signed, and got to meet all three. Like, nothing can bring me down right now. This is amazing, I love them so much.
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